Head back against the wall
eyes closed
listening to the breeze as it rustles through the trees.
Warm air sweeps over my skin.
Even in this simple peaceful moment
I feel you.
I hear you.
You call me,
beckoning me,
telling me to just listen,
to just trust you.
You make it sound so simple,
so easy.
And I want to.
Oh, how I want to.
And in this moment
I wish I was stronger,
strong enough to let it go,
strong enough to not need to be in control.
In this moment
I wish my heart longed for nothing
more than it longs for you,
for nothing but you.
I am broken
and I am damaged.
I have no words
to fill the emptiness in my self
in my heart
in my mind
in my soul.
I am left wanting,
longing,
desperately needing more.
Be my more.
Be all I need.
Be my everything.
Teach me to trust you
and need nothing more than this.